All hail the vomit queen! LOL! Mia definitely takes the cake with that one. It's a very good thing her mom has a strong stomach! But so far today, she's doing well, aside from a little gassiness (probably caused by the pizza I had yesterday! Bad Mommy!) Yesterday was loads of fun getting our hair done. We went to Megan's girl Jackie in Goshen and she did a remarkable job. I'll post pictures soon.
I can't wait for this silly snow to clear off!!! I want to take my lovely to the zoo and for walks in the park and (of course) camping!!! She wants to learn how to ride.
I got some sad news from Chad and Tammy today. Thoughts and prayers are with them.
I'm traveling to Kalamazoo in one week to see my psychiatrist. Dr. Smith has been tremendously helpful, especially in the last couple of months. I'm looking forward to getting on with this life of mine and she's helping me do it. During my pregnancy, she tentatively diagnosed me with Borderline personality disorder. I've been doing lots and lots of research into the disorder and while I feel that I meet many of the criteria- I want to disagree with her.
With 75% of people diagnosed being female there's alot of doubters who attribute the intense emotional responses of those afflicted to the "typical, weak, moody woman" of past stigmas.
However, the last time I was in, Dr. Smith, the med student she was working with, and her attending agreed that I have alot to be emotional about these days.
On that note- still nothing from Garry. It appears that he's decided that it would be easier to just pretend Mia and I don't exist- rather than own up to the fact that he's a complete waste of space and a sorry excuse for a person. ( I mean , really! Who cheats on their pregnant girlfriend (fiance)??? )
Oh well. The child support paperwork is submitted and that's all I want from him.
I'm looking into signing up for CNA and Home Health Aid courses this summer- and then finishing my degree in Sociology starting in the fall.
But for now, Mia's awake! So we're headed home! Love!
Yay for going back to school!!! :D
ReplyDeleteDon't get discouraged about the BPD. It is a perfectly treatable disorder. One that you can get rid of through cognitive and other kinds of therapy.
Love!