Interesting, interesting

Not such a good day today. Woke up to a nasty message. I'm soo over it. Not responding, not opening any further correspondence. Finite.

Then I had a run in with a porky pig!

Jerk.

So Megan and I went to get grain and then to Wal Mart to pick up my WIC supplies. Since switching to formula, I now receive a little big less in general groceries- but I get 21 cans of Mia's formula concentrate. 21!!! That's wonderful considering my bill if I had paid for it would have been 132.00 Nuts.

So I'm almost able to switch my medications. Sooner the better! I'm certain my family is tired of dealing with my erratic behavior.

Although when I'm being manic I do get alot done.

Like yesterday when whatsherface messaged me.

I did my parent's laundry, put it away, started my laundry, cleaned the laundry room, fed the horses, pet the kitty, came inside, did the dishes, cleaned the kitchen, picked up all the babies clothes, came upstairs, cleaned my room, took out the trash, rearranged Mia's clothes in her closet according to weight of fabric, size, type of garment (i.e. sleeper, romper, dress, seperates, etc.) and finally by color! Everything is neat and organized and put in its place.

And I still couldn't fall asleep!!!

It's a good thing Mia is starting to sleep in her crib now. At least I can bounce around the house when I'm restless, I'm not needed to lay next to her while she sleeps. Even the turning pages of my book wake her up.

Her Auntie and I walked down to the end of the lane to pick Sophia up from the bus. We took the girls in their strollers and afterwards took a long walk around our property and the Kimbrell's. We went out to visit the horsies, Mia even pet Gambler!! And then Megan and I took turns bouncing on the trampoline with Sophie. Mia is completely tuckered out now. She was overtired and fussy. Her swing didn't make her happy, her mommy couldn't make her happy, so I took her up to her crib, laid her down and left the room. I stood outside the door, having my heartbreak listening to her cry- but within a minute or two she was silent. I peeked in and she was completely passed out, her lovey clutched to her cheek.

Sweetheart. <3

Free for all for dinner tonight. I wonder, I wonder what I shall make.

Can someone PLEASE send some good karma my way. I've been having a hailstorm of bad bad bad the past.... well.... the past five years. HA!